so when does it go away? the reoccurring memories that haunt me night and day...i think that they have finally passed but then one thing i see or hear and the memories come flooding back. trust. such an easy thing...seemingly. reality; not so much. losing everything...all trust...and it took so much time and effort to rebuild, only to be betrayed once again. hope whispers one more chance but i can't take it, not now...its gone, all trust is GONE.